i was feeling particularly hopeless about the whole jws being assholes thing and sick to death of pretending so ....
i rang my sister and told her that i no longer believe jws have the truth and the phone went silent, when i asked her to say something she just said if that was the case then she would have to hang up on me and then proceeded to indeed hang up..
so i texted her back immediately with fu..
Love the replies and support you've gotten here, Sparrow :)
and I've fallen in love with my own blessing to you, so much so that I may use it as a signature quote, lol! But you will always know that I said it to you first...
Stay true to yourself, be happy... and use sunscreen (haha, as per the song.... )
--- "May God, or the universe, or energies or wavelengths or frequencies, or quantum particles that somehow attract things to us, or telepathic manipulation of aliens -- bless you." - Muddy
i was feeling particularly hopeless about the whole jws being assholes thing and sick to death of pretending so ....
i rang my sister and told her that i no longer believe jws have the truth and the phone went silent, when i asked her to say something she just said if that was the case then she would have to hang up on me and then proceeded to indeed hang up..
so i texted her back immediately with fu..
Sparrow down, do you have people on the outside, besides us here, who you can talk with or get support from?
I hope you have good friends or any extended family on the outside..?
I admire your taking a stand and wanting to be done with hiding who you are! I know how hard that is, and you always hope for the best. May God, or the universe, or whatever energies exist, or quantum particles that somehow attract things to us, or frequencies, or telepathic manipulation of aliens (threw that last one in there for the heck of it, lol, and to see if you were paying attention! :) ) -- bless you.
day text -- saturday, september 19 - "he will certainly bring about deliverance from the assyrian."mic.
today, jehovah certainly has provided an abundance of spiritual men to shepherd his precious sheep, to strengthen his people for the future attack of the modern-day assyrian.
the most practical step that we can take to prepare for the coming attack of the assyrian is that of strengthening our faith in god and helping our brothers to do the same.
And then what's up with all this Assyrian stuff anyway? Did they not just say that they have done away with types and anti types, unless the scriptures clearly say there is a connection? Buncha yahoos. But follow us anyway and do exactly what we say, even though we change everything and our understanding of everything ....
Another scripture comes to mind, from Psalms 146: 3,4 -- "Do not put your trust in nobles, nor in the son of earthling man, in whom there is no salvation..."
Yahoos. Idiots.
day text -- saturday, september 19 - "he will certainly bring about deliverance from the assyrian."mic.
today, jehovah certainly has provided an abundance of spiritual men to shepherd his precious sheep, to strengthen his people for the future attack of the modern-day assyrian.
the most practical step that we can take to prepare for the coming attack of the assyrian is that of strengthening our faith in god and helping our brothers to do the same.
DAY TEXT -- Saturday, September 19 - "He will certainly bring about deliverance from the Assyrian."—Mic. 5:6.
Today, Jehovah certainly has provided an abundance of spiritual men to shepherd his precious sheep, to strengthen his people for the future attack of the modern-day “Assyrian.” The most practical step that we can take to prepare for the coming attack of “the Assyrian” is that of strengthening our faith in God and helping our brothers to do the same. When “the Assyrian” attacks, the elders must be absolutely convinced that Jehovah will deliver us. At that time, the life-saving direction that we receive from Jehovah’s organization may not appear practical from a human standpoint. All of us must be ready to obey any instructions we may receive, whether these appear sound from a strategic or human standpoint or not. Now is the time for any who may be putting their trust in secular education, material things, or human institutions to adjust their thinking. w13 11/15 3:16, 17 Examining the Scriptures—2015
there were many addressed to me.
for example, i once had a sister tell me i was gambling because i liked playing skill crane (the machine where you have to try to pick up prizes like stuffed animals) at the arcade.
i then fired back a her: "you saw the r-rated movie 'backdraft.
On a hot summer day I was wearing a sleeveless blouse to the KH and an elder counselled me about my bra strap showing.
Another time I had some foot surgery done, and the brothers KNEW about my problem. My first meeting back, I had a slipper on my foot and a week later, there was a local needs part about the need to wear proper attire to the KH, to show respect for Jehovah's house of worship and not be overly-casual, as "some" might do, for example, by wearing slippers to the KH.
It's like death by a thousand cuts.
http://tv.jw.org/#video/vodprogramsevents/pub-jwbmw_201509_1_video.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mf9j7qs7bvm.
obey.
Hm. Suddenly this thought popped into my mind: "Man leading man to his injury...." Now where have I heard that one before...?
edited to add: you know, I think the NWT puts it even more dramatically: "Man dominating man to his injury..." !!! - from Jeremiah something.
one of the things that gave me confidence in life was that i believed i had the almighty creator/god watching over me, directing me, guiding my every step, protecting me from harm, and answering my prayers.
i now know that is not the case anymore.
i finally stopped praying.
... We were like Dumbo believing in the Magic Feather.....
I miss that comfort too.... Believing that I "knew".... that we had the answers... That we had the goddamn f***ing truth.
And now to feel so all alone... It hits me hard ... Yet I also feel that we are all in this together, though each person faces his own unknown destiny.
And I too, am now next in line, that "buffer" is all gone, my mommy having passed away the past few months... An experience I have yet to talk about on here. She was never a JW, thank god. I got into that stupidity all by myself....
The world feels smaller .... and I understand the phrase more and more that "each man is an island."
http://tv.jw.org/#video/vodprogramsevents/pub-jwbmw_201509_1_video.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mf9j7qs7bvm.
obey.
He sure is well dressed, though. I do like the combination of soft, dove-gray suit with white shirt and ice-blue tie. Not sure about the silk flower bunchie in his lapel.
So he dresses quite nice. But he looks as uncomfortable as hell.
And he is not dogmatic. LOL
SUCH CRAP. You can dress up a turd, but is so absurd.
what kind of bible education did the governing body really give us?
how much important information about it did the watchtower really teach us?
how much are we missing out on if we are one of jehovahs witnesses?.
But we are supposed to be "un-lettered and ordinary" anyway. Is supposed to be highly desirable.
lol
what kind of bible education did the governing body really give us?
how much important information about it did the watchtower really teach us?
how much are we missing out on if we are one of jehovahs witnesses?.
Bahhahahah- this is great! I know the answer to only ONE of those questions (#8) !!
Yep, is totally obvious I was a "bible student" for close to 30 damn years!!! Damn and double damn them.
Not that I care about any of this bible knowledge stuff now though, lol. Good riddance to it.
